hataXcor

i don't know where i stand anymore whats going on with my mind why can it not find my heart? it went on journey when will you come back, i don't know. nothing makes sense anymore where did you go i hope i can find you. this nightmare needs to end the dreams im having killing me every time i wake up im left alone in my own tears i miss you with every fiber of my being you were my strength my happiness you made the darkness turn to light now i am left with nothing but torment never knowing if  what is happening is real will it be over soon? i don't know all i know is i a m broken and unwanted i wish i was numb and couldn't feel but all i

This world is black Like when ash falls The start before the end This world is red Like when blood drips From the injection of poison This world is blue Like when tears fall From the fading of a loved one This world is silver Like when change is jangling In the pockets of the unforgiving This world is green Like when the grass sways From the wind reaching out This world is yellow Like when the sun comes out Warming the core of your being This world is white Like when snow falls With sparkles falling from the sky

Shadows of my heart grow As my light fades away Let's turn the clock back So the blood rolls back In the freshly opened wound Breaking everyday Sense you broke me Did you see the blood stained tears? Did you see my eyes in pain? Let your self think this for the best But to me it's the worse thing ever The color of my heart fades to grey As my lungs turn black My body goes numb Skin cold as ice No more pain No more sadness No more darkness or light Just a cold blade in my heart

Watchful over the people I care about. Interesting thoughts come and go confusing like a Labyrinth that is complicated deeper you go in. Lively like the sea calming but rough. Intriguing as the sun when it setting down to sleep. Abnormal to the people around me as I am Mild and wont be fouled so easy by people's tricks.

all the pain that i am in you don't even see that i am suffering you think that your the only one in pain? true pain comes from the heart your pain comes the tip of a knife

the pain the hate all rides into me.. let the blood tears fall.. blood red eyes darkness around no place safe to run.. let my world fall.. as there is no where else to run.. the sorrow the loneliness shades my world in gray the only color.. is the blood that rolls down form my heart

my stone cold heart breaking away slowing beating faster and faster with every step i take getting closer and closer to you i didn't know i could feel like this once again my heart is warm and joyful other then being cold and sorrowful once there was no light i thought i would never see it again in the darkness of my path but i found the path of light once again

The darkness in my heart but on my face is a smile i wander the earth for love but no one knows some knows me as the devil some knows me as the angel but most knows me as a human The shadowy aura around me protects the people i love but it is a venom that burns my body,soul and mind its a living nightmare that i cant run from black flames run wild like my heart free and wild as if the nothing that can stop me tears fall down from my heart as its in darkness.

you look in the sky of the fallen angels bring back from the past of the joys and hatred all you get are loneliness memory's     of dark side of the bed you see blue and i see brown in many different forms some as a person some as a cat some as a wolf but it don't matter anymore cause all you do is look in the sky of fallen angels

i look in the mirror and what do i see? i don't see my self i see some one else in a misty fog not knowing who but i know for sure that it is not me who is this person i wonder they seem familiar but at the same time they seem like a person i don't know but hate with a deep passion of anger